Sooooo, I will likely post on here more often. haha
I was talking with my sister today, and our conversation got me thinking a lot. Some of the things she said hurt, but they were truthful...I don't feel like I know what love really is. I know how to act loving, and I *feel* loving many times throughout my days, but how can I love others if I don't love myself? If the disease I have (diabetes) has the spiritual roots of self-rejection and self-hatred...then how on earth am I even capable of love? I can't even love Yahweh, if this is how I feel about His own creation!! If I can't give love, how can I accept love? It is all so warped! I'm slowly trying to figure this all out with my gracious Creator's help...I'm so glad He's full of mercy cause I'm not sure how long this will take! But as I read A More Excellent Way I believe I'll enjoy the benefits of health as I work through my issues with God.
So anyhow, because of my love issue, I figure I have no place in the facebook world right now. I can share all the truths I'm learning, but until Love is flowing through my words no one will see the Creator in me. So I will hide beneath the shadow of His Wings and learn His Ways and work on sanctification, a never ending process for sure! lol But I likely won't be back on Facebook...who knows really.
But I just thought I would explain why I'm no longer there. I'm not satisfied with my relationship with my Creator, so instead of getting distracted online, I will instead spend time with Him and learn to hear His voice and DO what He tells me to do in His Word.